08:29 am
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Writer's Block: Back in Time
I dont think I would ever want to travel in time. I am way to happy with my life to chance messing it up over some crazy potential "time ripple" or whatever. Knowing my luck I would lose one of the very important things to me that get me through my daily life. Of course no one is ever 100% happy, no matter what they say. That is why we dream these dreams and wonder what if, but, I hold some things far to dear to me to even think of traveling and effecting anything. Even if you were only a spectator and could only watch, it leads to the thought of time line corruption through simple human desire. Humanity always wants more, the next step, the next great thing. So, inevitably, we would for ourselves to learn more and break the bounds, eventually interacting with the past and potentially loosing what we are in the process, whether that was the goal or not.
If i had to travel in time, I would travel to the time and place just before the man or woman that invented it all and distract them until the idea was lost to time itself. Hopefully it would then become a mystery just like the last thoughts of philosophers and geniuses through the ages.
Tags: time travel, writer's block
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06:10 pm
[Link] | updates are slow to non existant mostly because i really just dont have the free time, what i do have is being eaten up by ffxi which we just restarted. server: bahumut
but life has been crazy. have had lots to handle and lots happen, i probably could go on for a while, but thi is a really bad keyboard.
on a happier note though, i do have scanner access again adn have been trying to at least archive my old pictures that i dont want to die. some are kinda wrinkled and others a little smudged. the scanner isnt as good as i would like, but beggers cant be choosers.
i wish it wasnt snowing out.
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07:27 pm
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a little to be said not much going on here. just had a few things to write about.
first thing is not nice.
last night at work near the end of the day, some poor girl got word her cousin just got killed. it was horrible. i didnt know what happened at first, there was just this shriek of pain from her. i turned around and she was holding her face crying. i dont think of bad things, so i didnt guess what had happened, i just thought she had been hurt. her mother was standing next to her and explained it to me. ... that just leaves a pit feeling in your stomach. you cant say anything. like an idiot i was saying 'you should take a seat in shoes' the poor thing could barely stand. it hurt to watch. she wasnt it today. probably wont be in tomorrow. there were a few of us around her. security came running to make sure no one had harmed her. it just left you feeling empty and inadequate. you know nothing is consolation at a time like that.
i have had very few people in my life die. none in recent years. i hope none for quite some time. no one that has ever died has been close to me. as in i knew them. i lost one grandparent, but my mother was at ends with her inlaws and we barely talked. there was an aunt and an uncle. but they werent close either. i cant say much else than that. but i know both of my remaining grandparents are getting old. i have an aunt that i a closer to (than my other cousins/realatives) who is very sick. the family doesnt really mention it much. my mother is angry at it. saying she could have stopped it. my father is sad because it is his sister. my grammie, who has buried more family and friends than i wish to count, takes it stoicly. i suppose that is the only way you can take it at that point. my poor grandmother who was her mother is taking it pretty hard though. she sounds tired and strained when talking about it. both her and my aunt that live with her seemed to have aged more in their voices.
i guess when faced with it, we push it off. death i mean. i havent been talking about it. still thinking she can make a recovery, because she can. it doesnt mean that she wont be sleeping in her living room for a while.
i will talk about the other thing later. not in the mood now.
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11:34 pm
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Idiotic http://autos.msn.com/everyday/gasstations.aspx?zip=44240&src=QL
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12:13 pm
[Link] | just so all you know that responded yesterday, i say soda.
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01:37 pm
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curiosity soda or pop?
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01:29 pm
[Link] | yay for cookie dough!
it has not even been a week (it will be on monday) and my overly large bucket of cookie dough is nearly consumed. ha ha! plus the cookies are good baked too.
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01:10 pm
[Link] | *deletes happy post*
well that sucks.
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10:06 am
[Link] | happy fourth for those of you not working. i serously think the only jobs open should be mandatory on holidays. and by mandatory i dont mean retail, theaters, and the like. doesnt the grocery store even close early? and they have the food!!!
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09:10 pm
[Link] | you know you have nothing on your mind when you think you have something to say and it turns out to be nothing at all....
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02:05 pm
[Link] | okay first off, this is stolen from risingshadow......but it is penguins! *grins*
http://www2.gamesville.lycos.com/html_poke/poke_penguin.htm
secondly life is boring and i have to run and dont have time to rant, but enjoy!!!!!!
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11:31 pm
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quizzes galore! cut with saftey scissors
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08:30 am
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hmmmm spam
well i know at least one is right....mike WOULD be singing karaoke. that's all...
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03:03 pm
[Link] | thingies below. quiz like things. nothing important.
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09:44 am
[Link] | wanted to post this last night but was to busy being tired.
mitch and i have been married for 1 1/2 years as of yesterday! yay for us!
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10:20 pm
[Link] | latest fun thing, my one kitty likes to watch the pyreflies in X-2, she is so cute. tries to grabe them on the screen.
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05:54 pm
[Link] | i know my blood type! well...long story short i finally found out my blood type (after i discovered that they checked me at birth, just were to dumb to write it down) ihave ABpos. yeah! okay done with stupid happiness.
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04:24 pm
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i need to make one of these ...or maybe later... but in the mean time, i shall share with you....
http://www.apeiros.com/lj/tc.html
you too can now have your own lj trading card
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09:47 am
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quizzie http://www.theferrett.com/rpg/
rpg purity test, i got a 82.99% dotn feel like copy and pasting the results.
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05:10 am
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I took a quizzez!!! The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
meh, when feeling headachey one should not take a religious quiz...or at least i shouldnt.......i just want to know how i am malicious fraudulant panderer......?????? *goes to review *questions*
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